I lost my beloved mum suddenly
I can't imagine i will lose my mum suddenly. We've been spent a great night a day before. She prepared the food and soup i love the most. We had a good chat with my son and we booked a tour to Japan to see sukera at the end of March. That is her wish, she said she want to go and we plan for our great trip. We said goodbye happily. But, next morning, i received call that she was sent to AED and certified death. I was in a very bad mood, very depressed. My life was changed dramatically. How come a healthy lady suddenly die? That is my beloved Mum, i can't bear that. I rather i die or i lose all my things but not her. Everyday is a torture. She is my best friend, we see each other everyday, go shopping , lunch and dinner. But.... what's going on??? I always ask am i dreaming?? Why this world so cruel? I can't sleep. How can my life without her?????? Even i am a health care professional, i don't know how to face....