I lost my Brother ,35,last Monday to brain tumor.
Hi everyone. I guess I am on here for the exact same reason as most.....I am having an awful time since losing my loved brother last week. We thought he has beaten his cancer back in 2002 when he has his first malignant brain tumor, he was only 23 then. He was clear for ten years....and I still don't know why it cam back...he was so healthy. After that he had two more ops, both went well but the tumor got more aggressive each time and he also caught meningitis. I literally saw my amazing brother fade away.He couldn't walk , ready, talk near the end.But he could understand everything that was going on. He badly wanted to live and I just can't bear the thought of living without him. He died at home as we insisted he have palliative care there. He loved his family so much. I feel so bad too for all the things we never got to do together and every stupid thing i Said, thought,or felt about him. I love him so much.I can hardly cry either...it is as though I hurt so much tears don't come. Can anyone relate to this? I could really do with a chat. Love to all of you.
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