I lost my brother on May 29th
My brother died in his sleep at the age of 49 yrs of age on may 29th. His name is Richard and he was the youngest of 3 brothers and 3 sisters. We all loved him very very much. He was diagnosed at the age of 10 with lymphoma and recovered from that illness due to being part of a case study in SF at SF General Hospital. Since then he always had medical issues but passing in his sleep was a shock to our entire family.
My heart aches so much and I miss my brother so much I don't know how I am going to live on this earth without him. I have buried my grandmother, dear friends, my parents and my first born daughter but the loss of my brother is so deep I sometimes don't know if I can go on. My sisters feel the loss of our brother very deeply as well. My other two brothers loved Richie just as deeply.
I pray for strength every day and the will to go on but it is very difficult. My sisters both have health issues now and we are trying to focus on their recovery and being positive.
Please pray for me and my family.
thank you for letting me express my feelings on this website.