I lost my father and my nephew in a 3 month period
My father was diagnosed with terminal cancer and was living with me at the time. I attempted to be his caregiver and worked full time. I could no longer care for him and made the decision along with my sisters to move him to a care facility. In the process of accepting that difficult task my nephew, 30 years old in great health died of an aorta aneurysm.
I feel numb most of the time. I loved my dad and he was so sick. My nephew was not and I cry when ever I discuss either of them. Sometimes I question why both at the same time.