I lost my husband suddenly 21/9/13 school sweathearts
My beautiful husband - Mike
I was 14 when this 15 year old asked me out. I said yes in 1981, little did i know this was going to be a relationship that would span 32 years.
he died of a heart attack. He was fit as a fiddle, healthy eater. Total shock and Coroner told me he had a bad heart that was heriditary.
My husband was colourful and abit of a bad boy. Me - nerd, straight and everything to the book. Total opposites but we made it work. his weaknesses were my strengths and vice versa.
He was the best grandfather children could have, and family was his number one priority.
I am still grieving so sitting here each night trying to find sites where their loved one's left unexpectedly. My heart is broken and I often cry without warning. I just wish i could have said goodbye to my man.
The only thing that keeps me going is that he always said, he wanted to go before me as he couldnt survive if i went first. I gave him the best send off i could. His grave is deeper than normal as his other wish is that when I go, i will be buried on top of him. I will ensure this promise is kept. Mike my darling/soulmate I love and miss you so much. if your around, please know that i vowel that i will try and be the best mother and grandmother to our children. I will try and get stronger one day, so your spirit can move on as i Know you probably cant until i do. LOVE YOU HEAPS