I lost my Mom on Nov. 18th, 2011
(North Attleboro, MA)
My Mom died suddenly on Nov. 18, 2011. It was a total shock for me and my family . She wasn't even sick. That dreadful phone call came at 3 am and I have never been the same since.
My Mom suffered with high blood pressure for many years, but never sick.
In turn, she needed to have a procedure done for blocked arteries. She came through the surgery fine, but then went into cardiac arrest and died just a few hours later. The doctors said her heart was weakened by all of the years of having the high blood pressure.
My Dad, sister, and two brothers are in shock by this death. We are a very close family that got together all the time.
My Mom was my best friend. I talked to her on the phone 5x a day (if I wasn't with her)-
This is so devastating to me ..... it's hard to get through each day. I miss her so much.
People try to say all the "right" things to me, but I just get angry. I feel so alone and so cheated.
Between my sister and I , my Mom has 4 grandchildren. They miss her so much. It's so hard to imagine them growing up without this beautiful person in their lives.
My emotions vary. I go from sad, to angry everyday.
I'm 43 years old with a wonderful family, husband and two small children..... I should be so happy, but I'm not. My Mom was the best thing in my life (besides my children)-
How can I stop feeling this way ? I just want to stop feeling so angry/ sad, mad, etc....