I lost my mum yesterday Friday 14/2014..

by Lilly

My precious jewel my mother passed away Friday 14.20014 at 1 PM from Dementia..

The emptiness and silence are unbearable..

I know I will NEVER get over this..

I have No words to describe the agonizing pain I am feeling..

Like a child I keep saying to myself, I want my mommy back..

I totally dead inside..

I now go through the motions in my daily life..
Feed my cats try and feed myself, sleep, cry, not interested in anything now..

I am an artist..
I wonder if I will draw and paint again ever..

God Bless ALL here..
Lilly and Cats.

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Feb 18, 2014
Thank you Doreen
by: Lilly

Thank you Doreen and ALL other Angels here..

Reading your kind warm words makes it easier to stand my pain..

Hugs to ALL here on this website..
Hug and love your mother, love her, because some day (I hope it is long away), Angels will come..
Lilly and cats. xxxxxxx

Feb 18, 2014
I lost my mum yesterday Friday 14/2014,,
by: Doreen UK

Lilly I am sorry for your loss of your mother. It is early days and you are in the early stages of RAW GRIEF where you will have this unbearable pain we all go through and have expressed on this sight. It can't be put into words.
Grief is a slow process in Healing from. You will feel like most of us have felt in not being motivated to do anything. WE somehow lose our ability to live for a while. We don't feel like eating, cooking, or doing anything. This will pass with time. You will get your energy back. You will be able to find your life again and paint and do all the things you love. It will just take a bit of time to get there. Mother's nurture us so it is natural to feel the way you do. That strong bond can't be broken even by death. You have these memories forever. Grief is so painful. Do something special for yourself each day. This will help to build you up. I wish you easier days ahead. May God comfort you and give you His Peace.

Feb 16, 2014
Thanks Barb
by: Lilly

HUGE thank you barb,

I know i will get through as there are so many angels here on this website..

Thank angel Barb for your kind warm thoughts to me.. Hugs from,
Lilly and Cats. xxxx

Feb 15, 2014
Thank you Noreen.
by: Lilly

Dear Noreen,
HUGE thank you for the warm words that are comporting to me now..

So many Angels on this website..

HUGE thank you Angel Noreen..
Hugs from,
Lilly and Cats. xxxxxx

Feb 15, 2014
by: Lilly

Dear Nancy,
thank you for such beautiful comments..
Yes, i must do some a art for myself and my mother..

Went to church today to light some candles for mum and for ALL other souls who are in Heaven now..
Again HUGE thank you for being so warm and kind.. Hugs from,
Lilly and cats. xxxxx

I can see that there are angels everywhere..
Thank you angel Nancy.. xxxx

Feb 15, 2014
Dear Lilly,
by: Anonymous

I am sorry for the loss of your mother. I have spent the past year struggling through the grieving process after losing my sweet father to a sudden death. Like many others will tell you, take your time and be kind to yourself. While it may seem like you will never see through the darkness; you will. I am forever changed, the loss profound, and my life is completely different now. I will never be the same again- my Dad was a very special man, and even though I am a grown woman, I was still a Daddy's girl. I miss him terribly. But I have found that his wisdom, kindness and love surrounds me and will never leave me. Take your time and get through these next few days, weeks and months. Treasure the memories you have of your mother, and know that she is with you, just in a different way. Love knows no boundaries. I wish you peace and comfort in the coming days, Barb

Feb 15, 2014
Lily, paint your pain away
by: Nancy

Lily the gift that you have been given - to be an artist, is a beautiful gift. You will be able to express your pain.. in the media of your art.
Don't assume that your mother is lost..she is not.. she is just on another part of her journey. Explore what that journey looks like, what it feels like, what it tastes like, and allow all your senses to be in tune with what your mother would allow you to express in the form of your art.
Your pain is real right now only because it is still raw - it may settle down - but use it in the beautiful memory or memories of your mother. You will be able to share it with the community of people who knew both of you.
Be as creative, and articulate as you can be. Concentrate on the message of who she was and what you would like others to know about her - if at some point you need to do a healing piece of art - do that as well but don't linger there..that would not be her desire for you. Remember pain comes at night but joy comes in the morning...so dance, sing and remember just how much she loved you and still loves you...so use your talent as an artist to show the world just how much she means and meant to you.
Your friend..and none artist
Winnipeg Manitoba

Feb 15, 2014
I am sorry for your loss.
by: Noreen

The death of ones mother is the first one faces alone. Life will never be the same, there is no use is thinking otherwise. But you will go on, and you will be feel joy and happiness again, someday. Maybe sooner than later. Take good care of yourself now. You're momma would want that.

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