I lost my Papal (Grandpa)

by Brittany

One month ago today 11-8-13 I lost my hero, inspiration, joy, role-model, my papal,
but most of all my best friend. He was diagnosed
with Leukemia one year ago. He fought it till there
was no more they could do. He had no platelets an no
hemoglobin's. I grew up with him basically as my Dad.
Than 2 years ago I moved to Florida. 2 days before he
passed we came up to stay the last week with me. We arrived Wednesday night an he got rely bad Thursday so they sent him to a hospice home. No one expected him to pass that night. I had been up with him for 30 hours straight without sleep. I fell asleep for 15 min next to him an I woke up an he was gone. That was the scariest moment of my life. I was alone with him because everyone was sleeping an I didn't know what to do. I lost my everything. He was my whole entire world. We was to peas in a pod. Some days I don't believe that he is actually gone an try to call him. I cry all the time. An I have been loosing sleep because it. I am lost without him.

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