I Lost My Two Sons
by Judy Taylor
I am the mother of 2 wonderful sons, they were my life. I was a single mom, a very proud mom. On July 4th, my son Shawn, who was 28, was sitting in his truck fussing with his girl friend. I was fixing his dinner then noticed he was gone, so I fixed his plate for later.
My phone rang at 11:30pm someone said Shawn wrecked his truck 2 miles from home. I kept calling his cell, but the answer I got, they would not me go to him, he died on inpact. Then his older brother was very ill, and died on Aug,10 '07. He was sick that morning, did not get up. About 11:30am he asked for a glass of ice water. 3 hours later his friend came and found him dead. They said it was a heart attack, but in my heart I believe his heart was broken.
I want to be with them so badly. I know it's a sin to kill yourself but I am ready.