I lost the man who showed me life

by Lost in Texas

My husband was in an accident October 21st, I still have not received all the information about his death. I hate that word, it makes me so mad, because it's the final word, there is no other word after it.

My husband never really had anything he enjoyed for himself, if someone else liked it then he did. His joy came from making others happy.
I am now a single mom of 5 and my home is so quiet, my nights are cold and long. I live only for my children.

I have been questioning everything I thought I knew. I wonder if there is more to this life than the dirt hole at the end. My angel was laid down in a dirt hole after his wonderful life ended.
I lost my life that day, and I know I will carry that heavy feeling all the days I am forced to live without him.

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Dec 30, 2009
The strength you gave me
by: lost in Texas

My love, we had a lifetime in the moments we shared. I will never forget all the special little things we would do to remind each other every day of our love. I do not know how to live without you. It is something I must force myself to learn. The days are long and lonely without you. Honey, you know how hard this life was with the both of us, I am struggling emotionally and physically to make it work alone. Sometimes I feel abandoned and left behind. I fight through with the strength you gave me. I just hope I have the power to see this through.
I will always love you.

Dec 26, 2009
I am so sorry for your pain
by: Karen

I lost my husband on Oct 2nd. When the light went out in his eyes, it also went out in mine. I understand your feelings and wish I had some profound advice, but I do not. I wake up and go through the motions. I feel like I am lost in a world I no longer want to be a part of.

I will keep you in my prayers and hope you can feel my prayers. People do not understand how one feels when they lose a husband. He was my world as yours was for you. Keep his love in your heart. I am so sorry.

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