I lost the three most powerful women in my life in 7 months.
I lost my grandmother in 2010 April after suffering from several diseases for several years. Four months later my mom followed in August, and my favourite aunt in November. And it all happened the same here. These three women were my role models and the strongest support system I've ever had in my life. They played both a mother and a father figure/role in my life since my father abandoned me. I'm now doing my degree at a very competitive college and I'm struggling. I cannot concentrate on schoolwork, I'm not myself anymore (I don't have the motivation to work hard anymore and I'm losing interests in my school work and all the subjects that I like). Sometimes, I even fail to do the most simple things in class and I'm always depressed.
I am a happy person and I've always liked living a positive life, but now I struggle with a lot of things. For the past two years I haven't been satisfied by any of the things that I do and I don't even remember the last time I was happy. I procrastinate, forget a lot of things that I'm suppose to do and I give up easily on tasks that needs effort. I do not know what to do from here but all I have now is look after my self, my younger brother, and my family. My shoulders are so heavy right now and I'm so broken and falling apart.
Please help. Thank you.