I love my nan

by bradley jones
(essex)

My nan was more like my second mum . We had a special bond and out the 3 grandchildren i was the closest . I used to pop round every day after school for a chat and she would always comfort me when i was down. Now im down i feel so alone. No one to talk to and i miss her voice , it was so comforting. i try talking about her but its hard. Cause i feel silly.

See she got told she had months to live but died 2 weeks after the news with secondary liver cancer. I saw her the day before she died and it wasn't my nan, she wasn't talking and barely eating it scared me so much and ive found it so hard to cope without her.

I just never got a proper chance to say goodbye, and i just want to talk to her, but i know i cant.

Just to hear her voice one more time to say "Bradley I'm with you always and i love you".

I guess she is with me and i will always be grateful for her being in my life