I love you Kim
by Janet Williams
July 1st, 2011 my daughter passed after having had a heart attack in 2008, a large kidney stone early 2009 and then while healing from that was diagnosed with breast cancer that went into her bones by Nov. 2010 and was told in Mar, 2011 she had 3-6 mos to live. She died a horrible painful death and I held her hand while she drew her last breath, her 2 brothers and her only son and my other half was with her too. We all continue to cry everyday and miss her so very much. Everyone who ever met her loved her. I feel I will never again have a day when I don't become overwhelmed with the grief and sadness. The day she passed and they came to take her I ran into my bedroom grabbed some pillows turned on some music pushed my face into the pillows and screamed and cried while they took her body out of our home. Her son and my sons came into the room and laid on the floor and held me. The pain we all suffered with her will never leave us.
I lost my first born daughter when she was only 13 days old 54yrs ago and never got over that loss. So I know first hand
it never leaves you ever.
My heart goes out to all of you as you are my sisters and brothers of children who have gone on.