I Love you my son.
I am missing you so much I have still cry every night......I found some negatives of you today Deano when we were at Harrington on holidays. I remember those times so clearly. I am so blessed to have these memories. Its just.... that I took them to get developed and they gave them back straight away. I was overwhelmed ...so taken aback by your image ...so handsome so young...my son..whom I will never again hold in my arms....I am so sad tonight...I miss you so much my heart never stops aching.
Motherhood isn't just a series of contractions; it's a state of mind. From the moment we know life is inside us, we feel a responsibility to love unconditionally protect and defend that human being. It's a promise we can't keep no matter how hard we try..I am so sorry I couldnt protect you, I am so sorry that I couldnt hold you after your accident...they wouldnt let me, they wouldnt let me. Ohh my baby I miss you more than words can say..I adore you my son......and will for eternity. You remain in my heart ...you always and forever remain part of me......RIP DEANO .I love you xxx mum