I Miss Her Voice...
I have only been here at this site for about a week and in this very short time, I have found much comfort. I wish we were all here for better reasons..but we aren't. My heart is full of things I want to say and share. Right now I have the regular things we still have to do-laundry, dishes, so I will just keep it short for now.
I am heading into my third yr. without my beautiful girl, Alicia. I, like all of you think of her all the time.
She is my first thought as I wake in the morning and my last as I go to sleep. I have so many memories of the past and I try and focus on the good ones. I realized that I can't remember her voice like I use to. I know as a mother you never ever really forget, but time has caused it to fade. I do have home dvds of her, but I am afraid to watch. I am fearful it will be too much and I am not willing to do that yet. Hopefully one day..not now.
Good night to all of you. I hope when the night or darkness creeps in, you will come here and find some comfort. God Bless You All. Vickie (Hope Survives)