I miss him so much, he was an awesome dad!
by Amy D.
Back in 09' my father passed away the day after Thanksgiving Day 11.27.09. He was only 47 yrs. old. It was so sudden, I couldn't believe it.You know that scream they do in the movies when they find someone they loved has died.My reaction was just like that! I screamed out to my uncle who came running over to our house He's dead! & I fell to the floor crying & screaming. Worst day of my life! Me & my dad we're closer than I was to my mom. So it was so much harder on me. Me & my brother just turned 17 a month and 4 days ago. & It was horrible I tried killing myself, I was depressed. My family grew apart after his death, he was like the glue that kept my family together. I think my family has a curse or something because all of them died very young or within months between them! I just miss him so much.There is not a day I don't cry or that I don't think of him. & I also thought of my future with out him at my wedding or anything nd his parents are gone too. So is my mom's dad, my family has all its dramatic loses. I lost my family members to murders, cancer, Horrible accidents, that's my family curse. I'm afraid I won't live long at all. & I usually have no one to talk to either so i just break down & cry. & now every song I hear or movie I watch that's about anything to do with a father figure nd a daughter or a loss of a father. I'm very emotional now more then ever. Life sucks that's just it!