I Miss Him
I was in 2nd grade when I learned that my great grandpa passed away. We shared the same birthdays so we were close than my other grandparents. Its been almost 10 years and I still feel the pain of it. No one explained to me back then that he would die or that the reason he was in the hospital was cancer, so now as I listen to stories from my grandma who's still alive it hurts to know what actually was going on. Even though I want to believe he is in a better place I can't help but dwell on it still because his death was the reason I lost my faith. As I become of age I think more and more of him and just wonder what it would be like if he was alive today. I miss you grandpa. I love you so much.