I miss Lilly so much
Lilly is (I just can't type was yet) a tiny 3 lb Yorkie with the sweetest personality I've ever seen in a dog. She is 3 1/2 years old and such a calm, content dog. If you accidentially shut her in a room, she will not bark or scratch to get out, she'll just patiently wait for you to find her. Lilly would sleep with me every night and with every nap. If I came home from work tired, she'd nap with me no matter how long. She never woke me up in the morning, she just waited to me to wake up then would get so excited to see me. Lilly was also loved by my husband and two daughters ages 10 and 11. She's so kind and sweet. I can't explain how lost I am.
Last night I let her out to potty. I turned my back for 15 seconds in the doorway and and she was gone. We live in the county and it's really dark at night. We looked and looked for hours but no luck. Since it was so instant, my husband thinks a animal possibly a coyote got her. I don't know how I would not have heard it but I just don't undrestand how she could be gone in a instant.
Words cannot express my grief. I keep looking at her pics on my cell phone and all I can do is cry. We miss her so much and it hasn't even been a day. I wish i could bear to upload a pic but I can't at this point. I just want her to somehow come back. I miss our time together. I'm off on Fridays and my girls are in school and it was just the two of us. I can't bear the thought of getting through this Friday. I miss and love you Lilly Anne.
How do you get over a loss like this. I just want to cry and wake up and have Lilly back.