I miss my best friend, love, husband,soul mate and wonderful father.
I was 15 when I met my soul mate on a blind date in 1979. We were so much in love, in 11 years, not a day went by that we didn't talk or see one another, always together. That's when after graduating college he proposed to me and we were married in 1990. We traveled the world enjoying each other in everthing we did. In 1995 we settled down to start our family.....our son was born and in 1997 our daughter was born. We had a wonderful and loving family....life was great. Then in July 2011 my husband experienced pain in his legs and bottoms of his feet. He went to the doctors twice a week for 3 weeks trying to figure out his pain. When at last the doctor ordered a CT scan...two days later they told us he had pancreatic cancer. Then the whirlwind of doctors and hospitals started. He was eventually diagnosed with Stage 4 stomach cancer. The pain in his legs was bloodclots from the cancer. From the day he was diagnosed on August 8, 2011 to the day he passed on November 7, 2011. We fought the fight...he wanted so much to live to see his kids graduate, get married, have kids, but most of all he wanted to be alone with me, to have his best friend back for himself. Every day is a struggle, I miss him so terribly. It is so hard to be alone... I miss you everyday until we met again.