I miss my Daddy :'(
i lost my Daddy on December 1st 2011......... A few days before that, he was with his GF, when he passed out, and had cardiac arrest... He was in the hospital in a coma for almost a week, till, he finally passed :'( I really miss him! It;s been SO hard! Especially around Christmas time... :'( I was always closer to him, and i am not close to my other family members....... It has been a couple of months since he died..... i KEEP having dreams about him...... Everything reminds me of him....... i called him Squash, and he called me Pumpkin <3 I miss him SO much! The cardiac arrest thingy spread to his brain, and it messed him up.... i never even got to tell him i love him " one last time" it was so sudden..... My parents were divorced, so, yeah, we only got to see him on the Weekends :'( I wish he was still here... EVERYTHING in my life has changed since i lost my Daddy... i AM only 11, almost 12.... It's REALLY hard on me, my sister, and my 7 hear old brother... my sis will be moving out soon, so, it will be even harder... Whenever there was an emergency i would call Daddy, he lived only 5 mins away... Now, i wont be able to :'( I MISS HIM SO MUCH! I cry my self to sleep EVERY night! It's really hard!