I miss My Daddy So bad
by Priya Gurung
I lost my dad 7 years back when I was 8! He had a mental disease Anesthesia .. and he could not walk or talk or even recognize people! But at that time i did not know anything ..i knew he was sick and he was in and out of hospital for many times but i did not know that he would go away for forever.That day he was hospitalized ,and my mom came home to take me to see him at the hospital, but a phone call came from my brother that he was no more now. My mom was crying so hard and many relatives had come to home. But at that time i did not know what was going on. later my brother told me that he was in heaven now and he would never come back. But a tear did not fall from my eyes because i could not believe that he never would come back. back then i did not know that it would hurt so bad to not have a father and not get his love and affection ! I did not know that there would always be a empty feeling in your heart that no one could fill but dad! I did not know life would be so hard without him! I miss him so badly. I loved him so much and he loved me too. i was always a daddy's girl!! And now its just so painful because i dont even remember his voice anymore because i never got to hear him when i got big! I'm still looking to recover my memories of my dad. Being that my dad passed away suddenly when I was 8 yrs old, I can't seem to remember anything, accept seeing him laying on the bed !