I miss my grandpa so much.

by Alexis Santana
(Illinois )

My name is Alexis and I'm 14 years old and I lost my grandpa two years ago. He had a seizure in his brain due to a heart beat skip. I miss him so much I still cry everyday because I love him much. I just wish there was a phone in heaven so I can call him every single day to tell him how much I love him and miss him. I know he is watching me but I wish he could have seen my graduate 8th grade.

I went to visit him in the hospital and when they told me he was gone, I couldn't bear it. I just couldn't believe he was gone, I wish I spent more time with him cause I was closer to my grandma than him.

I love you grandpa and I hope your happy with your son Nicky. I hope your proud of me, cause I did it for you.

Can someone please tell me what I should do to stop crying so much?

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Jul 09, 2014
I miss my grandpa so much
by: Doreen UK

Alexis don't do anything to stop crying. Crying is Healthy grief and the best way forward to Healing from Grief. You would have serious difficulties if you couldn't cry. You will only cry when you need to. You couldn't force yourself to cry if you tried. It has to happen naturally. This is natures way of helping us heal in our emotions. TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME. You will soon find you are crying less and not all the time. Crying comes out of Love and the bond you had with your grandpa. You will get your life back in time and you won't always feel this sad and sorrowful.

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