i miss my mum

by denise
(england)

I lost my mum last Saturday morning to lung cancer tomorrow would have been her 69th birthday im not sure what a should be feeling at the moment just that it feels like my heart has been ripped out and a gaping hole is where it should be. I have 3 young children who cant understand why they cant see their nanny anymore . Even though we new it was going to happen i still cant believe it has .