I miss my old friend

by Max

I have never shared this before...my first and best friend from when I was two years old was a very special person named Kerry Bloor...we were inseparable...in the same class year after year...we would be locked arm and arm hysterical every time we separated...lol...she and her family moved away from NY to CA and soon after that she became ill with Leukemia...I must admit I never dealt with her journey properly...looking back I was a confused teen with problems of my own...and she was so courageous, positive and strong in facing cancer and her own mortality...I have never been to CA to see her resting place...I def need closure like Ash just told me...I fear I have suffered from 'survivor's guilt' all these years...she has a wonderful family...2 older brothers and her mom and dad...tonight, randomly, I goggled her name...a 5 part documentary from the 80's by CNN popped up...I went into almost shock...I never knew it existed...I literally just watched all 5 parts and she is featured in every one...hearing her voice and seeing her alive...I don't know what to say...it's almost surreal...I believe her family put this together...I still have letters she wrote me...I hope she would be proud of the person I am and I think she would love Ash and Izick and they would love her too...her death still haunts me but I will make peace...she was so special and I will always be so honored to have had the blessing of her friendship and to have been thought of by her as a special person in her life...yet I am scared all these years later and feel like I need help...

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