I miss the love of my life!!!

by Lyza
(Reseda, CA)

My fiance and I reunited after 20 years being apart this year February 28, 2009. He found me on facebook, he lives in New Jersey and I live in California. I, myself have looked for him so many years but decided to stop searching for him til he found me!

We reunited in May then we've seen each other in New York end of August for 3 days. We never felt the 20 years gap that we've been apart. The love was still there. We decided to plan to get married this Dec. 05.

Oct. 30 he came here with me in California to move in with me and start a new life with me. We are both excited for our new life, we have so many plans and so many dreams, we are full of love and affections.

Then Nov. 2, Monday night, we went bowling, just the two of us, having fun, happy as we can be. While it was my turn to bowl, I just heard something fall and when I turn my back, I saw him collapse on the floor and scream for help, I was shocked!!! It was traumatic. Not long, maybe 15 minutes, he died right there on the floor at the bowling alley before the paramedic came.

I couldn't believe that this is what's going to happen that night! I wasn't aware of his health condition.

It hurts me so bad knowing he left me again with all our promises, plans, and dreams. I know for a fact that he died happy being with me, but I couldn't accept the fact that GOD took him away from me so soon. I still don't know the reason WHY???