I miss them so much.

by Olivia
(Scotland )

I lost my Granny 8 months ago tommorow and my Granda 7 years ago in Augest. I watched my aunties wedding video and it felt like someone was ripping out my heart. I miss them so much and there is a hole in my heart that will never be filled.

My Granda had been in hospital for 13 weeks when he died. No one knew exactly what was wrong with him it was just all problems with smoking. I was 6, I loved him so much and I knew he loved me.

My Granny had been Ill for about 4 months. We were so close. I was always close to my Granny and Granda but when my Granda died we became even closer. There was a bond that I didn't have with anyone else. She had c.o.p.d and heart failure, again all down to smoking.

It was like when my Granda died I still Granny but now I don't and it's horrible. The people I looked upto are gone and I will never get over it. I'm only 13 and for the rest of my entire life I will never ever ever forget them.

Everyone has a bond with grandparents some people it is with there mums side of the family and for some it's there dads, for me it' was my mums side, My mum and me are both struggling and my little sisters. We're getting there everyday. I am not close to my dad's dad and stepmum, I never will be. They were at my Grannies funeral and they thought I was being stupid for crying and didn't even give me a hug.

I can't get over it, I never will.

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