I miss you daddy
(New Hampshire )
My dad passed away from brain cancer a year ago i was only 19. I still remeber the doctor pulling my family and I aside after his surgery to try to remove the tumor and just telling us "it's bad really bad" those words forever haunt me. After numouers surgerys there was nothing else they could do he fought this tough battle for alittle over a year but the cancer was to strong. My mom sister and I spent his last night with him he was not awake but I held his hand and told him its ok to let go and that ill always love him he passed away after that. I just feel so empty I'm in college and hear all of my friends talking about their dads and all of the things they do together and it hurts cause I can't do them. I know that even though I may not have a dad on earth I have an angel in heaven but sometimes its just not enough. I wish the pain would be easier to deal with in time but its harder.