I Miss You Eric

by Kim
(Rifle, CO)

It has been six months since my son, Eric, left my world. I think of him every day and can't seem to get over losing my son. I miss him so much. We never got to say goodbye. I keep hoping that I will receive a call from him, but know in my heart that will never happen. I cherish all the memories that I shared with my son, but what i want most is to hold him again in my arms and tell him how important he was to to me and how much I love him.

It's weird sometimes, people can be their own worst enemies and not realize how important they are to everyone else. Eric touched many people's lives, but especially mine. I miss him so much and still struggle everyday with the lose of my precious son. There is a special bond between a mother and her child that can't be understood by anyone else. So losing a child is the most traumatic event in any mother's life. We bring this child into the world to have love and have forever!! I am so lost without my son. Someone said that with time it will be easier. I disagree.