I Miss You Eric

by Kim
(Rifle, CO)

It has been six months since my son, Eric, left my world. I think of him every day and can't seem to get over losing my son. I miss him so much. We never got to say goodbye. I keep hoping that I will receive a call from him, but know in my heart that will never happen. I cherish all the memories that I shared with my son, but what i want most is to hold him again in my arms and tell him how important he was to to me and how much I love him.

It's weird sometimes, people can be their own worst enemies and not realize how important they are to everyone else. Eric touched many people's lives, but especially mine. I miss him so much and still struggle everyday with the lose of my precious son. There is a special bond between a mother and her child that can't be understood by anyone else. So losing a child is the most traumatic event in any mother's life. We bring this child into the world to have love and have forever!! I am so lost without my son. Someone said that with time it will be easier. I disagree.

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Dec 04, 2013
I agree with you
by: Anonymous- Joe's mom

It was July - less than 6 months ago when I lost my Joe...he was so special to me, my baby, my youngest of 2 boys. Now, it is nearly Christmas, but the pain is so prominent. Everyone else seems to think I should be able to set my pain aside and find happy, but I barely find ok...and like my son, I am able to hide the pain and put up a front, so others don't have to share my pain...but I am sure from your message, you understand too. I am sad also that I am unable to think of anything for this season for my living son...I need to show him I still love him despite my grief, but I barely function and our relationship is suffering, since he tries to fix me (and my husband). Each day, I think, maybe today will be a bit better, but, not yet. Hopes that one day, we will both remember the happy times and put away the "awful day" memories.

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