I miss you grandma
by Nissa Lind
It was March 8 2013 I lost you. It started on Feb 24 2013 thou. I received the call you were at the hospital and your heart had stopped. I rushed to the hospital to find you in the ER just lying there. It was like a dream (nightmare). They said you wouldn't be with us for long. I decided then I would not leave your side. We went to a room in the hospital and that is were I stayed with you. The doctors said you weren't in pain, I don't believe that. I could here you moan, and I know you grandma. They kept checking your pulse and it became better. I had hope the doctors were wrong. One day you woke up and smiled at us, oh what a felling. You had such a huge smile, the grandma smile! The nurses came in time to move you, you were so uncomfortable I could tell. It was then for the first time in days you talked, or should I say you yelled, MY NAME. It was the last words you said to anyone. I love you grandma and I wish I would have been there more thru your life. I should not have been so absorbed in my own life. There are so many things I should have sad to you! I feel I let you down that maybe you thought I didn't love and care about you. I do and did grandma! I loved you more than anyone. I feel I let you down, you look care of me but I wasn't there for you. I sometimes feel you died of a broken heart. I can't wait to die so I can be with you again so we can talk and hug. I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XO XO XO XO sent to you in heaven grandma!