I miss you grandma

by Nissa Lind
(Oxford, wi)

It was March 8 2013 I lost you. It started on Feb 24 2013 thou. I received the call you were at the hospital and your heart had stopped. I rushed to the hospital to find you in the ER just lying there. It was like a dream (nightmare). They said you wouldn't be with us for long. I decided then I would not leave your side. We went to a room in the hospital and that is were I stayed with you. The doctors said you weren't in pain, I don't believe that. I could here you moan, and I know you grandma. They kept checking your pulse and it became better. I had hope the doctors were wrong. One day you woke up and smiled at us, oh what a felling. You had such a huge smile, the grandma smile! The nurses came in time to move you, you were so uncomfortable I could tell. It was then for the first time in days you talked, or should I say you yelled, MY NAME. It was the last words you said to anyone. I love you grandma and I wish I would have been there more thru your life. I should not have been so absorbed in my own life. There are so many things I should have sad to you! I feel I let you down that maybe you thought I didn't love and care about you. I do and did grandma! I loved you more than anyone. I feel I let you down, you look care of me but I wasn't there for you. I sometimes feel you died of a broken heart. I can't wait to die so I can be with you again so we can talk and hug. I miss you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XO XO XO XO sent to you in heaven grandma!

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Jul 02, 2014
Felt Broken Too
by: Janet

Felt the same way losing my son.
I keep praying for our lost ones and praying
for ourselves for strength and comfort to
live on until we see them again in heaven.
Gives me hope and remembering the good
times and smiles on their face.
God bless you.

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