I miss you mom

by kerry
(England)

My mother died on the 22nd of February 2010.
She was fine one minute, she just had to go to the hospital for some blood tests and the next day I get a phone call to say that she had gone into cardiac arrest but they had brought her around.

I went to the hospital expecting her to be wired up but awake. What I found was completely different, she was in a deep coma with brain damage and I was informed that she would probably never wake up. How could this have happened I asked myself, this can't be real, she is my mom, my best friend, surely she would not leave me. I sat by her bedside with my sisters all night saturday and all of sunday till about teatime. That weekend was the worst I have ever experienced in my life, her heart was racing so fast i kept expecting her to have another heart attack.

At teatime I went home for an hour an came back an stayed till 10.00.

At 12.05 my sister phoned me an said my mother was leaving us, I could not bring myself to watch this happen, I could not watch the person I loved most in the world go, I didn't have that strength left in me. At 12.15 my sister told me she had gone.

I was my mothers youngest, we had spent everyday together from 11.00 in the morning when she would come round till 9.00pm when my husband would drive her home.

When she was in the chapel of rest I went to see her everyday so she was not alone, strange i know, as she had aready gone.

I still miss my mother terribly, i cannot understand how one minute she was fine and the next minute she was gone. Still i suppose god has a plan for all of us, but i so wish she was here and feel she was taken too soon.

I hope there is another life an she is happy.
I love you mom, always have, always will and there is not a day that goes by where I don't miss you.xxxx

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