I Miss You Mom

by Nikki
(spokane wa )

My Mom passed away this last December, she was 69 years old. She suffered from Asthma for several years and in the end I believe her heart could not take it anymore, she passed away suddenly in her home. I knew that her time was drawing near I guess I always just assumed she would be hospitalized in the end and I would have time for Good Bye!

I guess God had other plans. That is the hardest part for me I just was not ready yet, but then again who really is. Her wishes were to not have a service so hear it is 2 months later and I have had no closure. We plan to have a celebration of her life this spring when it gets warmer I can’t wait, it will be really nice to see everyone from out of town and have that time!

I am rejoicing for her as I know she is no longer in pain and with our Heavenly Father. I just miss her so much and feel so lost without her, like my life doesn’t make since anymore. We would have long phone conversations she was always there for me I will miss that the most as she was the only one I could really talk to and laugh about the little things in life with.

She was so caring and loving and made so many friends along the way, everyone misses her she was our Rock we all felt that she was always just a phone call away to make you whole again!!!! I Love You Mom Love Nikki