I miss you my son and I love you greatly. Kevin Beebe died March 6th 2011
by Tina Grose
On March 6th 2011 my life changed forever. I received a phone call at 2:46am it appeared as my mom calling so of course I thought something happened to her. On the other end was a officer and of course I said right way what is wrong with my mom?? The officer said your mom is fine so I couldn't even think why he was calling me. The officer then went on to say I don't even know how to say this to you so I'm going to just say it. Your son Kevin Beebe died tonight by a drunk driver. I didn't even believe him and I went on to say their has been a mistake. The officer then said there has been no mistake. He then asked if I had anyone that could be there. I said I'm fine. I then hung up the phone and just sat on the floor feeling so numb. It took awhile before I could even cry. I then realized what the officer had said and I began to cry and then I started hitting the wall and said this isn't true!!! So I can say my life was over that day. It will be three years in a month and I can say the pain is so raw and never goes way. I haven't gone through all the grieving yet because two weeks after this happened my mom had a stroke and I had to come home to take care of her so I haven't had the time to grieve. I'm still taking care of my mom and find my self so lost in life and even at times feel as if I cant go on. I cant think or remember anything. I hope someone could help counseling hasn't done anything for me.