I Miss You So Much Dad
My Dad was a real blokey outdoor guy. But he also was very wise and listened and cared very much for our family. He had a heart condition which he managed very bravely. He managed to outlive a difficult operation by 15 years, and died when he was 81. For that I know we were lucky and I am grateful. He died over a year ago but i still struggle every day. We would have coffee together every Monday, he would come into my work. He was great to talk to, really interesting. I'm having counselling because I just can't seem to accept he's gone and move on without him. I'm making progress but as you all know its so painful and difficult. All his grandkids miss him so much and it breaks my heart as well.