I miss you so much grandma

by shianne
(barrie ontario )

my grandma got in a car accident last year and she had fought and fought I went and stayed with her for a month and on my birthday we got in a huge fight with in the next couple months we stopped talking the she was admitted to the hospital I went and seen her as much as I could and told her ever day how much I loved her. the doctor told us that she knocked in deaths door 3 times and always pulled away. she was out into a home and I called for 3 days and she was to sick to talk on the phone the next day I got a call from my dad saying that he had bad new I new at that moment my grandma had passed away. to this day it still eats me away inside knowing I didnt get to say good bye km the oldest grandchild and it ripped me apart know she was gone now its Christmas time and I can't stop thinking about how much I miss her and just wish she was here she was a fighter and I'm so proud fighting cancer and heart problems she gave us all the best and taught us how to be strong but its so hard

Comments for I miss you so much grandma

Click here to add your own comments

Dec 21, 2013
I miss you so much grandma
by: Doreen UK

Shianne I am sorry for your loss of your grandma. What you are experiencing is the early days of raw grief, worse at Christmas. Your grandma would have forgiven you for any outbursts of anger, because MATURITY has a lot to do with how and why we behave the way we do. It is just harder when you can't make things right.
Cancer is a difficult disease to fight. My husband died of cancer 19 months ago and it was a difficult cancer journey. I miss him so much but there is little we can do. We have to go on as best as we can with our lives and try in time to make the best out of our lives and love the ones we have left. Regrets are part of life and should be written in sand not concrete. You will recover from grief in time.

Click here to add your own comments

Return to Lost Grandparent.

[?]Subscribe To This Site
  • follow us in feedly
  • Add to My Yahoo!
  • Add to My MSN
  • Subscribe with Bloglines

RSS Feed Widget


Tap into the compassion, support and wisdom of the


Essential Healing Guide

Grief Relief

Free Griefwork

Free Stress

SBI Video Tour!