♥I miss you so much grandpa♥
I miss my grandpa a lot,it's now 15years and I don't understand why it's affecting me now so much, I was 7 years old when he died. I was young but I remember a lot about him and the time I spent with him.
I just need my grandpa back, it's so painful and I can't stop crying. I don't remember this ever affecting me before but now it does.
I remember being told that he had died but I don't remember my reaction at all, I know I didn't cry either.
I didn't get to attend his funeral so maybe it's because I didn't get to say goodbye to him. My grandma died a year before my grandpa, but I got to say goodbye to her, and I never had an issue with her death like I'm having with the death of my grandpa. Maybe because with my grandpa we had a special bond, I don't know.
But is it normal to grieve someone who died 15years ago and I was only 7years old. Now 15years later I can't stop crying..I miss him so much, I just wish he was still alive or at least lived longer.
I love you so much grandpa.