I don't know if this sounds really stupid. I miss everything about the us of our relationship. My husband died six months ago. I miss holding hands, I miss our times together. I miss the sex. We had such good sex. I miss it all but one thing I miss is being his little girl. I knew he would take care of me. If we went on our road trips I never worried I knew he would handle everything. I could curl up in his strong arms and let him take control. BUT NOW!!!!
I have to do it all. Pay the bills, water the lawn, shop, work , cook, dishes-There is no one to take care of me. Does this sound selfish? I don't mean to be-but it is so hard doing it all!! I miss him so much MY big strong wonderful husband.