i see you

by wanda
(Hollywood FL)

Open closed:
Eyes open i can see you clearly. i see your eyes, your smile, your hair. i see you laugh and cry. I see your gesture, the way you lift that eyebrow, the way you moved. I see you clearly with eyes open. When i think of you eyes open, i daze into space. Although to everyone around it may seem like a blank stare, im actually staring at you. Eyes closed i see darkness. Not the darkness that is normal to see, darkness that's darker seems like an eternity. An empty soul. An empty space missing the biggest part of what was once life . I cant see you. I cant imagine you in front of me. Why is it so dark? Why cant i see you in my dreams? Why? Because i cant sleep. I cant sleep beacuse i dnt want to close my eyes. With eyes open i always see you...

It will be three months since i lost my wife to Wilsons disease. it would have been our one year anniversary on September 28,2012 . She made my life so happy my world so bright and im so lost without her...

Forever missed
Rest in Peace my love

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Sep 23, 2012
by: wanda

Cant believe theres a typo. one year anniversary is today the 23.of September the 28th will make three months. Sry...

Sep 23, 2012
i see you
by: silver

I cry for you. At least I had 33 yrs with my precious love. I miss him every day. I understand why you can't sleep.It's that way for me sometimes. I'm afraid that when I wake up he won't be there and of course he isn't. I keep his picture on my desktop(of my computer) and on my phone. Mostly in my heart. I pray that he believed as I do that we would meet again someday. I never want to forget the different things he did that made him unique. His sense of humor,his love of his kids,his ability with fixing cars, and so much more. Just before he died his kidneys failed. This makes your body swell. When he went into the hospital this 5'10" man weighed 118 pounds. This swelling turned out to be a good thing because with the makeup to cover the yellowing of the skin,he looked so much like the man I married that it was uncanny.He will forever be beautiful to me as I am sure your love will be to you.As I said in my last note:my love is still gone;it doesn't matter how long you loved that special person only how much you loved them. GOD be with you and give you strength.

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