I still miss my husband so much
I'm so sorry for everyone on here that has lost a loved one. I have lost so many family members.....A Brother, A Grandmother, Both Parents, A Stepfather and many, many friends and I'm only 50 years old but even combining them all the worst was my husband that I was with for 25 years. My husband and I had a 19 year age difference but we were perfect together. He was everything to me. He was my rock. It's been 10 years and it's something I will never get over. He went to work 2 weeks before Christmas and was killed when a tractor trailer truck hit our minivan. I had just spoke with him 15 minutes before and he was so happy he had made a big sale and said "Santa is bringing Xmas money home." He was airlifted to a trauma center while I was out looking for him. I just knew something was wrong when I couldn't reach him and by the time I found out and got to the hospital, he was gone and the nurse said the Drs. did all they could. I never got to speak to a Dr. and they couldn't find a Priest for me. He was my life. It's strange that I handled everything
the bills, the house, our son, even checking the oil in the cars. Everyone told me that if he had lost me he would not know what to do because I spoiled him :-) but when I lost him I didn't know what to do. I just couldn't function. I've had four friends lose their husbands after I lost mine and within a year or two they are doing fine. I'm happy for them but a little sad that it's been ten years for me and I'm still struggling. The one thing I will never forget is our last words on the phone were I love you. We always said that before we hung up. He was the best husband anyone could ask for and I look forward to being with him again one day. Keep the memories of your loved one close to your heart and as I tell everyone....Never take a loved one for granted and think they will always be there because you never know if they will still be here in the next hour, day or week. Hold on tight and let them know how much they mean to you. God Bless.