I met my lover and knew from the start he had leukemia but he was a fighter and was going to a world class hospital for treatment- stem cell transplant. I stood by his side and watched as he fought the chemo,then the side effects of the stem cell meds but he slowly pulled thru after the first 6-8 months it seemed like we were on the road to recovery and had planned a life together afterall stemcell transplants are good for 10 yrs pls he was cancer free! We had a year and 1/2 of great times carefree living doing the little things "normal" couples do. He was my soulmate snd truly loved me for "me" he did not care if I put on a few pounds or cut my hair.... he truly loved me for me. I loved him back in such a simple manner he was truly a kind,easy,soul. Little did I know cancer would come back into his heart wall and he would die August 6th 2001 at 7pm. now all I do is go to his grave and look at a plot of dirt and grass. KNowing he is gone and wishing things had been different. I hurt so bad just looking at that dirt and grass. I just look and look but he is gone.....
