I want to hear his voice one more time

by Ang

My special father was sick for a very long time but I never seen a man fight for his life as my father did.
Two days ago he passed away in my arms. He was so sick and in so much pain. I held him close to my heart and talked to him...made him feel safe. For a moment he tried to talk to me....it was so beautiful....i never forget it....and then he passed away in my arms.
Its like a dream and when i wake up he will be there again..
I wait for him in my dreams....my heart bleeds for him...i miss him terribly...i want him back so much....but i want peace for him....
It hurts so much..

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Nov 28, 2012
I want to hear his voice one more time
by: Doreen U.K.

Ang I am sorry for your loss of your very special father. Of course you want to hear his voice one last time, and you want him to be out of pain and safe and secure but you also want him back.
We all feel the same way. It is a most devastating feeling. Almost like a panic. Don't Go Father. But I also don't want you to suffer. You are in my heart always. "I MISS YOU."
After 6 months I feel devastated at losing my husband to cancer. It will take a long long time for me to get over this loss. My husband suffered so much cancer pain for over 3yrs. and I am only happy he is not suffering anymore. I wouldn't want him back with this suffering from cancer pain. I would only want him back Healed and Whole again. But I MISS HIM GREATLY.
You are not ALONE here.
May we all find Strength and Peace in our Loss.

Nov 28, 2012
I want to hear his voice one more time
by: Cindy

My husband passed away 09/19/2012. I would gave anything to hear his voice. He to slipped away in my arms in our home. He to was a fighter. I was holing him when his children arrive. We were able to be with him in our home from 10:50 PM to 9:49 AM the next morning. I held him all night and the children were able to do the same. Nothing can turn the hands of time back. You will heal but allow demand your own healing journey. It will get better I promise.

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