I was his little princess

by Bridget
(New jersey)

August 2013 my 18year old little brother was killed in a car accident. October 23rd my dad walked in our house gave me a hug and my brother a hug got in his truck and drove away. October 24th cops were knocking on my door made me sit down outside and told me "I'm sorry to inform you but your father was found this morning pronounced dead."
My dad was having a hard time with my brothers death. He wanted to be with him to protect him. Everyday is a struggle I miss his voice his hugs. I'm 20, I was 19 when they both passed away.
I wake up everyday thinking their home, or on vacation. My fathers suicide has really taken it's toll on me. I miss him every day. I love him more then he'll ever know.

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Jun 02, 2014
I was his little princess
by: Doreen UK

I am sorry for your loss of your brother to an accident and your father also to a tragic death. You have lost two of the most important people from your family and you may need to speak to a counsellor for support as this is a very devastating loss, from your young life.
Not seeing your family every again is so painful to experience.
Suicide is a very difficult death to deal with as so many questions run through your mind, and you may feel let down as if your father forgot you. It is the nature of a loss that one can't process thoughts and loss and all one can think of is who they have lost and how this impacts their life. Your father would not have been able to FOCUS on who he was leaving behind. His main focus would have been to try to stop his pain from consuming him. Many people don't plan to end their lives. Only to end their pain and misery. It will take you a long time to recover from grief, but taking ONE DAY AT A TIME is the best way forward.

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