I was verbally abusive to my exgirlfriend for 8years
I was with my beautiful girlfriend for 8years. We have to kids of our own and I have a sone from a previous relationship who she considered to be her own. She bent over backwards for me. I treated her like crap told her some of the worst things imaginable. Throughout our relationship we would always breakup.she would run straight to her mom's house.i would make all these broken promises to her to get her back.when she came back we were good but soon after back to the same old routine. So she finally left 6m ago. The first 2 months she would still say I love you. Then one day she went cold. It was Hard for me to handle.i even checked myself into a behavioral health center.i had crazy thoughts going through my head. I spent 5 days there and when I got out i had to drop off my kids I asked her if she had meant anybody she said yes an old friend from school. This was in June I guess they hit off because I was told he went to my daughters birthday party in August.she still told me she had no boyfriend. Fast forward to September and now they are together. I've been getting help counseling and seeing a psychiatrist to better myself. It kind of makes sense that from the point she met this guy she turned cold told me to move on.im devastated that she moved on so quick. Even though I don't deserve her because of how I treated her.im sure she was out the relationship before she actually left.i told her I was upset because she didn't let me know she was taking my daughters around another man. It's something we both agreed on.i haven't introduced the kids to anybody because im not ready to be in a relationship. I knew something was up when all of a sudden she was being so nice to me. When I dropped off girls she would flirt a lil with me tell me to be careful.i waited outside her mom's house for my daughter and she brings me out some water. It didn't make sense till now. She has a new boyfriend. Sorry I'm all over the place. I'm just so shocked.