I wasn't prepared for this, mom
I lost my mother to complications of inflammatory breast cancer on April 23, 2014 which resulted in end stage renal failure. This has been very heartbreaking for me and my family and I feel that I am by myself. my heart breaks every morning knowing that she is not here anymore. I wasn't ready because everything happened so fast and neither was anyone else for that matter. I have my mom's ashes with me in the home that we shared and I will never part with them. I am beyond devastated right now. I miss her terribly. I ask God for a sign everyday to let me know that she is still watching over me and my family and I am waiting patiently for that sign.