I wasn't prepared for this
My dad died very unexpectedly on December 16 2012. He had a blood vessel in the center of his brain that popped. Because of where the vessel was the doctors could not do surgery on it. I arrived at the hospital two and a half hours after he went in. I lived an hour away and I didn't know how serious it was. They told me that he would either die or stay in a coma forever. He went brain dead right after the vessel popped and his brain could not tell him to breath anymore. He died later that day around 5:30pm. He had gotten a divorce from his second wife a few years ago so my sisters and I were left to make the decisions and arrangements. He was only 46 and I am 27, my sisters 21 and the other two days from her 20 th and seven months pregnant. I am so thankful he got to walk me down the aisle in may this year but i cant help but feel like a part of my heart is missing. I feel like a week and a half later it's all hitting me now. I can't stop crying at night. Does anyone have a story like this? How did you deal with the pain?