I will never forget him
In Memory of the man of my dreams George 27/1/77 to 12/7/11
It was 1 year 1 month and 5 days ago since I lost the man of my dreams.
He never said goodbye, He never said he was leaving.Someone took him from me.
I got home from work to find out that the night before someone had taken
the life of the man I loved.I never thought I would have to say goodbye to him.
That day I remember like it was yesterday. I couldnt believe what I was hearing.
I never thought i would have to say goodbye. And it hurt because I didnt say goodbye
and tell him before he left that I love him more than anything in this world.
They say it gets easier to deal with but I dont think it does. Because it still hurts
so much. I just wish I could him. Kiss him and tell him that I love him.
I dont know how to deal with the pain anymore. I just want it to stop hurting.
He was my life. I loved him more than life in its self. And I need him back.
I spend nights just wishing he would come back. Just for 1 day. Just to tell me
he loved me. The day he was taken was the day part of me died with him.
The hurt and the pain arnt getting easier. I just want to look in his eyes one more
time. And tell him I love him. But i cant. And it hurts. Every day. I think i see him
i have to look twice to make sure its not. when i know it cant be. Its not possible.
But i want it so bad to be him. I need him here with me.
I LOVE you GEORGE and i just want this pain to hurt just a little less. DEE