I will never forget him

by Dee
(sydney)

In Memory of the man of my dreams George 27/1/77 to 12/7/11
It was 1 year 1 month and 5 days ago since I lost the man of my dreams.
He never said goodbye, He never said he was leaving.Someone took him from me.
I got home from work to find out that the night before someone had taken
the life of the man I loved.I never thought I would have to say goodbye to him.
That day I remember like it was yesterday. I couldnt believe what I was hearing.
I never thought i would have to say goodbye. And it hurt because I didnt say goodbye
and tell him before he left that I love him more than anything in this world.
They say it gets easier to deal with but I dont think it does. Because it still hurts
so much. I just wish I could him. Kiss him and tell him that I love him.
I dont know how to deal with the pain anymore. I just want it to stop hurting.
He was my life. I loved him more than life in its self. And I need him back.
I spend nights just wishing he would come back. Just for 1 day. Just to tell me
he loved me. The day he was taken was the day part of me died with him.
The hurt and the pain arnt getting easier. I just want to look in his eyes one more
time. And tell him I love him. But i cant. And it hurts. Every day. I think i see him
i have to look twice to make sure its not. when i know it cant be. Its not possible.
But i want it so bad to be him. I need him here with me.
I LOVE you GEORGE and i just want this pain to hurt just a little less. DEE

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Oct 12, 2012
thanks
by: dee

Thanks for all your kind words.

Aug 17, 2012
BelieveO
by: Millbill

He knows you love him,he really does.Look for him in your dreams,concentrate &you will see him,hell let you know he loves you just as youll be able to tell him how much you love him.You must believe only then will you finally have peace & begin your grieving.Hes there just look for him.

Aug 17, 2012
i feel your pain
by: Anonymous

i too just lost the love of my life 2 weeks ago,suddenly,with no warning...we had recently reunited after 5 years as i am in the process of getting divorced...we had such plans and for the first time in my life i knew i was truly loved and that i could truly love...he died of a massive heart attack going to work...i too never got to say goodbye and that is so painful...but i take comfort in the fact that i told him everyday that i loved him and i know he felt it as i am sure your loved one did...i too just want him back..even for a minute...the pain is so intense...i feel so alone...i understand your pain...i am here if you need to talk...i am so sorry for your loss...

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