I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM

MY MOM WAS 87 YEARS OLD, HEALTHY AND ALERT, WE THOUGHT. SHE WAS SUCH A JOY TO BE WITH. SHE STILL DROVE, THAT WORRIED ME. SHE LIVED ALONE. THAT WORRIED ME. SHE HAD A SLIGHT HEART PROBLEM, HAD SUFFERED A BROKEN HIP 8 YEARS AGO, AND I HAD BEEN SCARED OF LOSING HER FROM THE TIME I WAS ABOUT TEN YEARS OLD. IF SHE FELT BAD, I'D BE UNEASY.

ON JULY 6TH 2009, SHE WAS A LITTLE CONFUSED AND DIDN'T FEEL WELL. WE TOOK HER TO THE HOSPITAL FOR A QUICK CHECK UP. ON THE 7TH, THEY TOLD US SHE HAD LIVER CANCER AND IT HAD SPREAD ALL OVER HER BODY. EIGHT HOURS LATER, SHE WAS GONE.

EVERYTHING I WORRIED ABOUT, DIDN'T HAPPEN. BUT WHAT I LEAST EXPECTED, DID. SO SUDDEN. GONE. I FELT LIKE I COULDN'T LIVE. I DON'T REMEMBER MUCH OF THE SERVICES OR PEOPLE OR DAYS THAT FOLLOWED. I COULDN'T STOP CRYING. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND, MY MOM. SHE LIVED IN THE NEXT HOUSE TO ME, I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT HER HOME. I HAVEN'T BEEN BACK TO THE CEMETERY.

I FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT VISITING HER GRAVE SITE. BUT I CAN'T. I SHOULD FEEL BLESSED THAT SHE DIDN'T SUFFER, OR HAVE TO GO TO A NURSING HOME, SHE NEVER EVEN TOOK ANY PAIN MEDS, NOT EVEN A TYLENOL.

I HAVE A GREAT FAMILY. BUT I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT OF THE HOUSE, OR TALK TO FRIENDS, OR DO THINGS I DID PREVIOUSLY. I WANT TO BE ALONE. I CRY CONSTANTLY. BUT I HAVE FAITH THAT TIME AND GOD WILL GET ME THROUGH THIS. IT HURTS SO BADLY.
WITH HOLIDAYS COMING UP, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

SHE WAS A GOOD MOTHER, A CHRISTIAN, AND A LOVELY LADY. IT WAS SO SUDDEN, BUT I CAN FEEL HER PRESENCE EVERY DAY. I'LL LOVE HER AND KEEP HER IN MY HEART FOREVER.

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Jul 28, 2010
For My Brother Steve I will always love you
by: Anonymous

On July 21, 2010 My brother Steve went to Heaven. He is at rest with my mom, my father, and my other brother Johnny. I will miss him so much but I know he is at peace now. He will have no more pain. Now I know they are all together in Heaven and will always be in my heart. I love you Steve, Johnny, mom and daddy.

Rest in peace Love Ann

Jul 07, 2010
FIRST ANNIVERSARY, MOM'S PASSING
by: ANN TEAGUE

ON JULY 8TH, 2010, WILL MARK THE FIRST ANNIVERSARY OF MOM'S PASSING INTO HEAVEN.
WE MISS HER AND LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE'LL ALWAYS BE WITH US IN OUR HEARTS. WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM
ANN AND STEVE

May 05, 2010
MOTHER'S DAY WITHOUT MOM
by: ANN TEAGUE

IT IS WITH THE DEEPEST LOVE, RESPECT, AND SORROW
THAT WE HONOR OUR MOTHER ON THIS MOTHER'S DAY
OUR FIRST WITHOUT HER.
WE'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, MOM

ANN AND STEVE 5-9-2010

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