i"m dying inside
I feel like I can't keep going. I am dying inside. For every step forward, there are at least eight backward. I am having a bad day, a really bad day. I am crying and I can not stop crying. There was good in my day and probably a lot more good than many people have in their lives, that I recognize. I worked and enjoyed it, I did some social things and enjoyed them, my daughter had some great news and I heard from my other children on this day. Why am I so sad? I am sad because I am alone. I am blessed with the support of family and friends and yet I feel like I can't keep going.