I'm lost without her......

by Fran
(Festus Mo)

my mother pass away July 13,2014. She was my anchor. When I was a little girl I was always by her side, until I started school and had major mommie separation anxiety. We had a very normal relationship. When my dad died I always made sure to check on he too make sure she was okay. As she aged I made sure to include her in my plans so she wouldn't feel alone. If I were out she always called to make sure I got home okay. We would talk several times a day by phone or I would be at her house. She was the glue that kept our family together making sure that we were all okay. She was the one that planned the get to gathers etc. Mom started failing in April of 2013. My daughter was pregnant at the time and my son was planning his wedding,,,,(on her birthday) Sept 21 2014. She fought so very hard to be around for the wedding and the birth of her great grandchild a month later, but it wasn't to be. It really didn't hit me hard until October. Now I have such a hard time. I go for days being alright then I have some days that I grieve and get so lonely for her that I think I'm going crazy and spend hours just crying.

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Apr 04, 2014
I'm lost without her......
by: Doreen UK

It doesn't matter how old we are we never outgrow our mom's. Most moms seem to be the glue that hold the family together being the nurturers. It is never easy to have to bury your mom.
Grief is such an unreal experience till you go through it. WE can grieve the loss of many things from our life but to lose a loved one is such a different pain. I often wonder why is grief so very painful? It is the worst hurt in the world to lose a parent. Grief makes one feel so insecure. I have felt this way since I lost my husband 23 months ago. You will have many down days when you may lose your motivation to do anything, but every day is different. I feel very LOST without my husband. It is not easy going on in life without those we have loved and lost. Best way forward is one day at a time.

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