I'm lost without her......
my mother pass away July 13,2014. She was my anchor. When I was a little girl I was always by her side, until I started school and had major mommie separation anxiety. We had a very normal relationship. When my dad died I always made sure to check on he too make sure she was okay. As she aged I made sure to include her in my plans so she wouldn't feel alone. If I were out she always called to make sure I got home okay. We would talk several times a day by phone or I would be at her house. She was the glue that kept our family together making sure that we were all okay. She was the one that planned the get to gathers etc. Mom started failing in April of 2013. My daughter was pregnant at the time and my son was planning his wedding,,,,(on her birthday) Sept 21 2014. She fought so very hard to be around for the wedding and the birth of her great grandchild a month later, but it wasn't to be. It really didn't hit me hard until October. Now I have such a hard time. I go for days being alright then I have some days that I grieve and get so lonely for her that I think I'm going crazy and spend hours just crying.