I'm so angry at her for leaving
My little sister died in a car accident only hrs after we had spoken for the last time..
The last 5 months have been a living *ell.. I've been numb, lost and severely depressed.. Now? Now I'm just so angry at her for leaving me to pick up all the pieces..
My dad is drinking and has literally become a ghost of himself and there's only me.
I can't even call her which rips my heart out! I've lost my go to girl.
I know she didn't choose to leave and the anger is just another stage of grief but I'm so ashamed of feeling this way.. Everyone tells me time heals and how sorry they are.. But I'm still left here wondering how when it seems to be harder to breathe as each day passes and why it happened.. There's no closure here