I'M STILL GRIEVING
I lost my father on 28th January 2011 and my only sister on 30th January 2011, just 2 days apart. My father suddenly fell ill and was taken to the ICU where he passed away after 4 days. My sister's death was so sudden, she passed away at our parents place, where our father's funeral was being held. She suddenly collapsed on the 2nd day,just as our father's casket was being closed to be transported to the cemetery. She died of coronary thrombosis - she had a son of 6 years and a daughter just 6 weeks old when she passed away. The memories are unbearable, and when it comes to my sister, we were together almost all the time at our father's funeral up to the very last moment that it's very hard for me to accept what really happened to her. Although it's been 16 months I still cry for them both because I miss them so much - words can't express how I still feel. I can't even look at their photos or their belongings. I still keep their contact numbers in my phone - I don't want to erase them from my life.